I've know people still busy with tragedy at Lahad Datu recently, while me. Yaa, me? didn't enough with my love life story. Apology me. Just pray for Lahad datu, i means Sabah.
Several week's ago, i didn't expect all this could happen for us, yahh me and him. We're nothing, i mean officially break-up. Why ? So, don't expect me to answer the question.
Early, i just can't believe all the situation, i cant accept, and i still believe we'll together. But, everytime he told me, "Enough, i dont want the situation getting worse". i dont even understand why?. I just blame him for all his promises, and the memories, i want he to be responsible for all the scar. Yess, deep inside, i am very hurt. Crying every second doesn't help me much better. I wish i could explain how i felt, because every night before i go to the bed, you're all i think about.
Almost everyday i just recall all the memories we had, and the situation we face, what can i do just smile, and i realize its all about the memories we had, yeah, i still miss him, like every hour and every beats of my heart.I really don't know what to do.
I wish i can turn back on that time, where i can change everything goes wrong. And i'd wish i has that second chance where i'll do best. I stay up at night thinking about you and wishing we could be together.
Day after day, i am realize why he make this way. I know and i believe he had their own reasons for everything, EVERYTHING. I know you, and understand all your silence. I believe, God has gave me the right answer. And what i've to do just surrender in the hand of God. Yes, i do believe and by now all i surrender by HIM.
I know God gave him maybe he want me learn something in my life, i just want says Thank you for him. He such the best man ever i had, yess, You the best Danny ;)) Nevermind, I'm learnt so many thing. And i believe my past has shaped into the person today. Moving on, yeah all i have do just moving on, accept what happened and continue living.
I realize whatever i do, its dosen't change anything. Yes, i want say it loud. I love you nor i miss you. But, if i do, there anything will help me to get him back. NO. I can't change how people feel to me, living and be happy.
I wish i can turn back on that time, where i can change everything goes wrong. And i'd wish i has that second chance where i'll do best. I stay up at night thinking about you and wishing we could be together.
Day after day, i am realize why he make this way. I know and i believe he had their own reasons for everything, EVERYTHING. I know you, and understand all your silence. I believe, God has gave me the right answer. And what i've to do just surrender in the hand of God. Yes, i do believe and by now all i surrender by HIM.
I know God gave him maybe he want me learn something in my life, i just want says Thank you for him. He such the best man ever i had, yess, You the best Danny ;)) Nevermind, I'm learnt so many thing. And i believe my past has shaped into the person today. Moving on, yeah all i have do just moving on, accept what happened and continue living.
I realize whatever i do, its dosen't change anything. Yes, i want say it loud. I love you nor i miss you. But, if i do, there anything will help me to get him back. NO. I can't change how people feel to me, living and be happy.
"You never know what you will miss until you lost them You never know what you
will need until you missed them"
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